i havnt bin able 2 go on here 4 ages here is wot i must say
i feel lonely, scared deranged disturbed sick rong a liar im in total sadness its so overwhelming something hard 2 express but then som of u have felt this urselfs, do not identify it will b bad 4 u stay away from me i will bring u down 2 far. its like no1 needs me or really wants me im there but i make no difference 2 any1s life im just a person who is there cant do anythin just part of the crowd indifferent u ppl only kno wot i have let u kno somtimes i come so close 2 tellin u y i can never b happy but i cannot infict it apon u all i cannot betray ur innocence and ignorance 2 the future i kno how my truth will sound 2 u anyway, no1 wants 2 hear me any way i keep breaking down breaking into tears there is no1 i can tell this 2 cos no1 nos me enough, i dont kno u either and thats my fault, i am purposly blind and deaf 2 u and ur sadness, ur troubls 2 fixated on my own, pull me from the rut, the hole, there is no1 2 support me, no1 wants 2 kno, and i dont deserve so i dont deserve friends i should b tourtured and hated ignored robbed of nirvana for the unforgivable that ppl forgive me cos they say im a nice person a good person, what do they kno what does any1 kno of me, im just the girl who likes wearin black n sits in corners, im easily forgotten by all of u i am a horribl person and im sorry i cant kill myself like i deserve if i cud die i wud 4 u as well as me leave me 2 die kill me i love u im sorry just hate me and death will b easier stop bein nice, it will stop me needin u then i can fade away alone and unhappy as i have 2 so u will b safe, safe from me and my horrer and unhappiness, keep away, u will feel better, forget me and all i have said then i can die, u dont want me, i get in ur way, u should hate me, im sorry, just go, hate me forever

Hi 2 all the kool ppl who arnt bullin me, basically all ov u who r not afraid 2 tlk 2 me normally even if i am critical of u u r always nice, the critical parts mainly apply 2 skol m8s, i deticte this post 2 my m8s who r: maddi f ally sophie emily shannon nicky molly t kelly w chloe p jhalak tilly rachel l patrick suzie dan alex sophie r miranda katie alice alice(both from guides) kaitlin the rest of the secret 7 who have now branched out so it is most of guides but basically the corner people from whicheva corner im hiding in at a social place and not forgettin the best m8 eva who is DA DA DAAAAAAA DAISY BENDRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY horibl ppl r not on this list and i dont really want 2 mention them at all

Rave is our word rite daisy so i like loud music n stuff. i LOVE nirvana cos it rocks n kurt cobain is a pure genius ok. i also like death cab 4 cutie yhe editors the hoosiers and loads other

sorry where was i, o yea JUST TOTALLY INTERUPTED BY MY NAKED BROTHER age five he is a wako and stopped me filin in the rest of music stuff but baisically i like emo rock punk and metal music

WOW first person 2 give me a comment, who else has red this???? life is sucky so remember the good times and forget the bad and dont let your immenent suicide get in the way of messing around with friends. b socially interactive with the nice peopl

yes my friends one day i will feel the need to tell u the sad story of what happened at kilve, but first i want comments, chloe if u have read this pls tell me what u fink of the newspaper thing, xept the apologie, jhalak wot do u fink of it all then????